Thursday, May 19, 2005
Wow.. I finally came to my senses.. I juz realised how dardar wud feel if i kept doing what i did.. Im the kinda person who has lotsa guy frenz, dardar's worried and is trying to protect me.. Maybe i shud understand that..
I heard how scared he was when he talked to me.. How much he didnt wanna lose me.. And the same goes here - I dont wanna lose him.. After almost a year together, i juz cannot let it stop here... I know what i shud do.. i shud stop hanging out with my guy frenz too often to prevent misunderstandings and to prevent dardar from worrying too much abt me.. I love him..
Juz another 8 days later and it'll be our first yr together.. Im looking forward to it.. Hopefully things get better for us.. I cant wait i cant wait!!! hEh..
Fronkiee.. U are a realli great guy.. =D Thanks for being there for me when i needed you.. Our frenship doesnt stop here ok? Am so sorry i caused trouble for both you and dardar.. I realli didnt want any of those things to happen to u guys since u were ex classmates, and gd frenz i suppose.. Remember what i told u ok? That God let things happen for a reason.. So dun worry abt losing the one u love or perpetually asking God where "the one" has gone.. If He wants you to have her, He will bring her to you one day.. You juz gotta wait and keep praying.. =D yea?
Not feeling very well today.. Both of my eyes are feeling sick.. Left eye has a cut while the right eye is swollen due to heatiness.. Dang.. Knew i shud haf drank more water.. Plus, im sooo dark now, which is a gd thing.. hEhe.. I think a tanned body looks sexy.. WAHAHaaa!! :P
Listening to: Angels and devils - Dishwalla
That song is great!! Love it to the core... *Dreamz*
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